As I've mentioned on my previous blog, I'm used to being at work. So now that I'm at home taking care of my kid, I'm always left with questions.
Should I temporarily focus on taking care of my boy and stop looking for a job? Should I let my husband do all the working and I will be taking care of our home? Will I get fulfillment from this? Should we just go back to the province and start a new life there? It's been taking me hours pondering on these questions.
I want to be a great mom. But I also want to be able to provide for my family. In a typical Filipino family, both parents who are working are sometimes not even enough to make both ends meet.
I've been thinking about lately and it's showing. I look at myself in the mirror and I look old, tired and hungry (not with food anyway.)
Will I ever find hope and a silver lining? And so I prayed and prayed.
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